terça-feira, 23 de fevereiro de 2010

Normality



People are ignorant to what they can't understand, since there's no scientific way of determining that sexuality IS nature (They're working on it!) people refuse to accept it.
It took a long time to convince people the earth wasn't flat. Took a long time to convince people African Americans were humans, who deserved rights.
Even later, when we do know, there will still be homophobes, there are still racist.
Ignorance is bliss, let them think the world is flat.

I’m not a magnet … I wish I were a magnet and there I attracted something opposite … an opposite sex … but I’m not a magnet … and I don’t attract the opposite sex and I have … you know … everything in my life from the minute I wake up to the minute I go to bed telling me that I should enjoy like … spend the rest of my life with the opposite sex. But … my mind is different and it’s hard to … sometimes … live everyday and comprehend that… you know… you can be out for three years, four years, five years and be Ok with being Gay, and being completely comfortable with your sexuality … and still run into a … you know… a spipop every once in a while, everyone does with everything… it’s not just about being Gay but… I can’t control it you know… honestly… if I could … I probably would change it, just because I would be with somebody right now you know… I think that a lot of Gays, yes a lot of You, a lot of the majority of Gays or… you know … it’s in the physical … and a lot of the … you know… compassion … you know … getting to know someone is lost. And I’m done… I’m done with the whole thing… done with the whole gay scene, done with the whole… you know… materialistic judgmental… when the hottest … you know … seasonal outfits … not me. You know … it’s not me, but being straight isn’t me either, nothing is me! I’m just me! And so … writing this words because I know there’s other me’s out there, but there’s not I know personally.

I know it’s hard, I know it’s hard sometimes to hold your ground, to hold your own… I hold my own every day… I’m gonna be twenty four this year, and it’s hard, it’s hard… it’s fucking hard to be Gay and Ok with your sexuality, and to be Ok with who you are in this world, it really is… and sucks sometimes… but we can get through it!

I’m not a magnet … opposites don’t attract for me, I wish I could change it sometimes, it would be easier to change me or to change the society which I live but I can’t… and you gotta be retarded if you thought that I could love … you know… to people understand it’s not a choice but… I mean… I don’t understand why … we’re humans, you know… I go to college, I’m in university, and I’m graduating this year… I learned about Greeks, I learned about Romans, I learned about civilizations, societies and cultures, communication and psychology and humanities, and science and chemistry… everything… about where we came from… about everything from how my plant started to how we evolved from monkeys to the culture began , and we still to this day thing that we … Gay People… chose to be this way… Get Real… Get Fucking Real by now… it’s 2010

2 comentários:

  1. Gostei imenso do texto.
    Queria apenas dizer que normality is overrated...
    Ser normal...é aborrecido
    Facilita imenso a vida. É um facto. As pessoas que são "normais", que se encaixam nos parâmetros "aceitáveis" de forma de estar na vida, têm as coisas muito mais facilitadas. Para eles é simples. Sabem como agir. Parece que já vieram programados com tudo o que devem ou não fazer e como devem ou não ser.
    Mas as pessoas normais são extremamente aborrecidas. Todas iguais. Clones. A seguir na mesma direcção. Com as mesmas opiniões. Com as mesmas escolhas. Os mesmos desejos. O mesmo tipo de trabalho. O mesmo estilo. No entanto a vida deles parece estar mais facilitada. Ninguém os exclui. São aceites no seio da sociedade sem serem questionados. Mas tudo isso é, a bem dizer, uma enorme "seca"!
    Por isso nunca te sintas mal por ter opções de vida diferentes da maioria. Pensa que é isso que faz as pessoas interessantes, o facto de ousarem ser diferentes, de assumirem as suas disparidades face aos outros e enfrentarem os preconceitos.
    E se as pessoas ainda continuam a pensar que ser gay é simplesmente uma escolha, deixa-os…pensa que o erro é deles…pensa que a mente deles é demasiado condicionada para aceitar que nem todos têm que seguir a corrente.

    beijinhos

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  2. Cara SG: É gratificante ver a forma como me compreendes, ainda que sejamos de mil facetas incompreensíveis, tu praticamente consegues definir todas as minhas, e olha que não há muita gente que o consiga..adoro-te por isso e por muito mais.. RR.

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