My Body

Slicing and dicing

My skins cut to shreds

Allowing the fat to drain out

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Blood circles pool at my feet

The life seeps out

An in death i go to sleep

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Hating the shell

That houses my soul

Wanting to get out

To break free

But i've lost all control

... to the fat

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Unloved and hated

The odd one out in this crowd

Awkward sized

Awkward all around

Clothes don't fit the body

The body doesn't fit the person

The person doesn't fith with those around

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How did i get this point?

Where i'd rather slice open my stomach

Then take another bite

I'd rather die

Then squeeze into clothes

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Who am i now

Where did i go?

What has this ugly beast

Done with the body i know?