Tiro no escuro (Part III)

Parecia que não tinha rumo, sentia-me perdido, faltava-me uma parte de mim só recentemente descoberta, não conseguia pensar noutra coisa, tudo o que fazia não passavam de meras distracções para apaziguar o sentido de perda que tinha dentro de mim.
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Did I wake you?

Were you sleepin'?

Were you still in the bed?

Or is a nightmare keepin' you up instead?

Oh baby, are you feelin' guilty for what you did?

If you think you're hurtin' you ain't seen nothin' yet

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Was it really worth it?

Was he everything

That you were lookin' for?

Feel like a man

I hope you know that

You can't come back'

Cause all we had

Is broken like shattered glass

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You're gonna see me in your dreams tonight

My face is gonna haunt you all the time

I promise that you gon' want me back

When your world falls apart like shattered glass

Glass, glass, glass...

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Are you havin' trouble focusing throughout the day?

Do you find yourself still calling my name?

Do you wish you could rewind time and take it back?

I bet you realized that he ain't half the man I am
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A revolta apoderava-se de mim, e este poema reflectia aquilo que ía na minha alma, uma revolta, uma fúria por ser como sou, por gostar de quem gosto, por mais uma vez me ter deparado com este defeito que é quase como uma praga nos homossexuais… o seres “putas” o quererem seduzir todos à sua volta, o não dispensarem serem seduzidos… isso repugna-me.
Mas lá no fundo, por detrás de tanta fúria eu não podia negar que sabia que não tinha ainda encontrado uma pessoa com quem me identificasse tanto como o G..
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In love, In no belief

Never found inside of me

Built these walls up so high

Needed my room to breathe

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Oh Baby You tear them down

Can't believe you've changed my mind

I saw your smile

Stay with me a while

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All things fall in to place

My heart, it feels so safe

You are my melody

That's where you take me

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With you I get so high

Lost in the crystal sky

You are this melody

That's where you take me

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I never fell before

How did you find the door

The key up to my soul

To you forever more

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You make me rise

And never did I once think twice

You make me smile

Stay with me a while

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Afraid to let it all inside

Now I wanna hear you'll

stay with me a while
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E quando menos se espera ele apareceu… num dia normal como os outros eis que o G. se apercebeu que eu se calhar tinha algum valor sentimental para ele (se tinha ou não já não sei) só sei que o que ele me disse era o que eu queria ouvir, as conclusões a que ele tinha chegado era as que eu esperava que ele atingisse, e decidi recomeçar a minha investida para conquistar o coração dele. Ele já não se encontrava preso ao antigo sentimento pelo ex, mas também não se queria envolver seriamente comigo, queria sim que os dias junto comigo passassem sem pensar em nada e deixar-se levar.
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Yeah

This sounds nice

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I got a plan, we can do it just when you want it baby

As long as you want it, come with me we can do it baby

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My body is calling out for you bad boy

I get the feeling that I just want to be with ya

Baby, I'm a freak and I don't really give a damn

I'm crazy as a mother fucker bet that on you man

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If ya like what you see

And your curiosity

Let your mine roam free

Won't you pay attention please

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What I gotta do to get you to want my body?

Quarter past three and ready to leave the party

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What ya tryin' to do

I got a plan, we can do it just when you want it baby

As long as you want it, come with me we can do it baby

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Get naked

Take it off

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I'm not ashamed of my beauty you can see what I got

Shit might freak you out, imagine if I work it out

If I get on top, your gonna lose your mind

The way I put it down you know should be up

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I understand, that you don't got no man

And I just want to take your hand

And I need you to understand

That I got everything

Perfectly planned in mind

Get it all inside, work that body

Get it on my paper

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Whatever you want, oh

We got it
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Mais uma vez não dei ouvidos à minha razão e segui o coração… começa a tornar-se um vício fazer isso… mas nos devidos momentos parece-me sempre mais adequado seguir o meu coração e ser feliz nem que seja por breves momentos. E deixei-me envolver… desta vez não parecia que ia terminar… tudo se tornava perfeito só por ser passado entre nós dois, jantares românticos, saídas, momentos fechados no quarto, melodias que contavam as nossas histórias e aventuras, gostos em comum, ambições, metas definidas… tudo corria bem de mais.
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I want you for the rest of my life

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Walking through time looking for an answer

How can it be this way

What have I done, I just can't help but wonder

How everything could change

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'Cause you've turned my world around

Since you came along, no

After this love was found

It seems like we can't go wrong

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Deep in my heart I know there's only you

And right from the start I always knew

I'll never let go 'cause I love ya so Oh-oh,

I want you for the rest of my life

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Some people search what seems to be a lifetime

To find a love like this, oh yeah

And here we are with everything we've wished for

I've never felt such bliss

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There comes a chance in everyone's life

And I believe it won't happen twice

Now since I felt the glory of love I wish to spend forever and ever with you
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